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accomplished24 November 2008 @ 11:10 pm
OK GO IS LOVE
i'm sure you've seen this somewhere before. but their music is BAD. ASS.
oh god. it's 11:24. I should be in bed XD;;
Thank god tomorrow's gonna be easy. Thank god for Thanksgiving break.
current mood: 
nerdy
nerdycurrent song: A Million Ways - OK Go
23 November 2008 @ 08:52 pm
okay, NOW the mood theme is finished. I feel somewhat accomplished! XD maybe I should use the accomplished mood theme?
this post is kind of a...well... it is a TOTAL WASTE OF TIME, but i thought I'd post anyway XD It gives me a chance to break in my new mood themes~ ♫
Fanfiction!
SuzaLulu!
OMG!
I haven't named it yet, but it's kind of interesting... XD;
Estimated Rating is PG-13. For later chapters, I'm not so sure. *shot*
Pairing: Suzaku x Lelouch (And yes, Suzaku is the seme. >:3)
-posted here because i don't know how to fake cut D:
CHAPTER 1
It was around midnight when it started. The tossing, the turning, the undesired images making their way into his head. Lelouch kicked off his covers with a painful sigh and sat on the side of his bed, rubbing his eyes slowly. How had he even began thinking this way about his friend? He questioned himself many times over this, cursing at the instance he began thinking in such a shameless manner. He was really disappointed in himself. He was not the type to be defeated so easily.
Outside his bedroom door he heard foot steps and the click of a light switch. Instinctively, Lelouch swung his feet back onto the bed and covered himself. It was seconds after this that the door creaked open softly, reflecting the light back on Lelouch's perfect face. The sudden brightness made it hard for Lelouch to keep his eyes closed. After a long silence, the light vanished and the door shut. Lelouch felt somewhat relieved but knew it was not wise to open his eyes just yet. Those foot steps were heard again, but this time they were making a fast pace towards Lelouch. Suddenly the covers were much too hot for his own good. His breath was increasing; was he actually scared? From his blind reasoning, Lelouch could see a figure standing next to him, gazing down at his sleeping form. For all he knew it could have been Sayako. But of all people, Lelouch had a strange feeling it was someone else... someone who made a daily appearence in his dreams.
In the midst of his thinking, a hand that wasn't his touched his face tenderly and massaged the spot. Lelouch's brow came inward and his mouth fell open a little. The hand was warm and familiar, a touch that only he, Lelouch Lamperouge, knew. If his assumptions were correct, then it was about time he stop playing pretend.
Lelouch was beginning to have a headache. "What do you want?"
He heard a gasp that was from the figure standing next to him. Lelouch opened his eyes slowly and turned his head to meet the stranger's gaze. But instead of a stranger's, it was Suzaku's emerald green eyes glaring back at him. Lelouch was somewhat threatened by this eye contact.
"I can't keep anything from you, can I?" Suzaku laughed.
"You shouldn't keep anything from anyone," Lelouch spoke dryly. "My heart was practically beating out of my chest, you know. Idiot."
Suzaku chuckled and sat down at his side. "Sorry I scared you, Lulu."
"I...I thought I told you..." Lelouch turned his head away from the brunette's smiling face.
"What? You don't like me calling you Lulu?" Suzaku seemed kind of disappointed.
"It's... weird," Lelouch muttered, thinking of another dream he'd had that night. "And creepy."
"How come all of a sudden? I've called you Lulu a bunch of times, but now it bothers you." Now Suzaku was making him feel guilty. Those innocent but powerful eyes just controlled him. And unfortunately, Lelouch was beginning to think Suzaku had control over him in most situations. Except for maybe the occasional chess match.
...that's all I have for now. XD -fail-
Critiques are welcome! Will post this to fanfiction.net as soon as I finish the first chapter. And.... come up with a title. -more fail-
current mood: 
sore
sorecurrent song: friggin' backstreet boys or whoever...
23 November 2008 @ 07:17 pm
New *Code Geass* mood theme! :D I most certainly did not make it, though. I'm made of too much EPIC FAIL to do so.
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kawaii_madoushi and gokumew2 were the ones who made it. I thank them.
I finally picked up "New Moon" and started to read where I left off. And let me just say, I wish I'd done so a long time ago. XD; I can't wait to see the movie, hopefully next weekend~ * v * ILU, Robert! *fangirl squeal*
current mood: 
distressed
distressed23 November 2008 @ 04:19 pm
If there's anything I want for Christmas it's a new computer.
BUT SRSLY.
You'll want to watch this over and over and over.... (For SuzaLulu fans only)
BUT SRSLY.
What SuzaLulu fangirl wouldn't want these?
NOT ME.
You'll want to watch this over and over and over.... (For SuzaLulu fans only)
my LJ is so off... xD *thinks about changing it*
current mood: 
dorky
dorkycurrent song: IT'S TEARING UP MY HEART WHEN I'M WITH YOU...
09 September 2008 @ 10:35 pm
I have a huge headache.
Not. Fun.
Yeah, I started school. There are things I'd rather not talk about.
I want to get my hair cut really short. My current hair is boring, and I don't care how many people think it's pretty and fine the way it is. It has no style, no uniqueness. I want to be different from everyone else but not in an ugly way. I'm not saying my hair is ugly, it's just... it has no style. That's all I'm saying.
I beat The World Ends With You some weekend ago. Yey. Joshua, I HEART YOUUU. <33
I'm halfway through reading the first book in the Twilight series. It's great. Edwarddd~ */// v ///*
I'm tired.
Good night.
ow.31 July 2008 @ 10:12 pm
SCHOOL! NO!! NEVER!!!
*sigh...*
Yeah, I've only got two or so weeks left until I start school again. And I'm not looking forward to it for many reasons. It's school. If you knew what my school was like you'd agree. I just know. Although there are many things to look forward to as well. Just not too happy about going back. I can't see myself going to this school for three more years. Really. Someone needs to do something about it. I hope they'll get off of our backs a little too. Privacy is a good thing to have.
Besides that, I've been a little more productive than usual. I started reading books again. BOOKS. Not manga. One of them is Harry Potter and the Sorceror's Stone, which I've had for ages but never read it. What caused me to start reading it, I don't know. The other is one I bought recently and have been wanting to read for a while: the Twilight series. Amazing! So far, I'm not so far. Not even halfway. Like....an inch. The book has 500 pages or so.... I'm going to finish it. It's actually really good. If you don't believe me, well.... I don't blame you. I'm not a very beliveable person to begin with. xD;
The World Ends With You! AHHH! I'm so glad I bought it! It's one of those things that was "meant to happen", I always say. I'm sure about it this time too. I was comparing it to this other game... Don't remember the name. But you could make your own character and fight and stuff. It had 3D graphics, and the characters looked so cute and chibi~ x3 But I saw TWEWY sitting there on the rack... remembering how everyone was talking about it when it first came out... how popular it was... and that it's by Square Enix. When I see a game made by Square Enix, I expect that game to be pretty special and well made. TWEWY seemed like one of those "special" games. It utilized the touch screen more than I had expected, and I thought it looked too hard to figure out. That was one of the things that made me not want to buy it. It's like when you first take a look at the booklet inside and see the explanations it looks like it's complicated stuff. But when you actually play it for a good 4 hours, I think it starts to sink in. That lept going through my mind while I was trying to make a decision. Eventually, I was just like "Oh what the hell let's buy it." and headed out of Best Buy xD I also got Jam Sessions, which was only 15 bucks. But me and my mom agreed that I couldn't play it until I started to do some work around the house... well since then I have, but after visiting Illinois for a good four days she hasn't taken it away from me.... yet. Since school is gonna start up again I won't really have time to be doing things like that. So....so HAH! *runs away*
Gaia.... what the hell is up with the people who vote at the art arena?! I've posted about 9 or 10 drawings and all they get are things like 7's and 6's... Do they even know what 7's and 6's are supposed to look like? Do I even know?! I even submitted a Naruto drawing, expecting it to get popular quickly, but all it got was some comments and a poor rating. WHAT. THE. HELL?! I bet I can draw a WHOLE LOT better than most of the people who are rating my pictures! I KNOW I can. Although I was surprised to see my newest pic get a 9.somethingsomethingsomething rating.... THAT IS MORE LIKE IT! My art is not amateur. NO. And if they knew that, they would score better. I know that there are people who have very high expectations and have very critical views to certain things. But not everyone is like that. Come on. That's just ridiculous.
Was there a point to this journal? HAH. Maybe there was. Oh, it was about going....back to....school......UGGHHHHHH....
I. want. piano lessons!! *goes on a rampage to a city and bites people's heads off* I hate being so amateur! I used to take lessons, but that was when I didn't have goals. I didn't have as much interest in the subject either. I just liked the songs I'd heard and wanted to learn (I didn't strive to get better). Come to think of it, I don't even remember why I started taking lessons in the first place! 0____0; I just get so frustrated when I try to read music anymore. So far, I've only learned two songs over the summer and in the last year. But I haven't mastered them and there are parts that I don't understand how to play correctly. I need someone to be standing by my and TELLING me how to play those notes. It's not easy trying to figure it out on your own, never knowing what you're playing is right or wrong. It tears me up inside, really. AND. I don't want to play songs not knowing how it should sound on a REAL PIANO. GAWD!! I know it's impossible to get a real piano to fit in my currrent room... much less the front door. I've also taken a certain interest in sewing and making my own costumes... seeing my sister do all these cosplays really makes me wish I had learned that when I had the chance. D: and I am going to face my fear of sewing machines! I've used one before, but I was almost terrifyed at the thought of slicing my fingers off. I have no. freaking. clue how I'm going to survive driving a car if I can't even work a sewing machine. A SEWING MACHINE guys. Dear God.... *facepalm* Keyboards are great, the way they have different sounds... But.... I find comfort in knowing I don't have to worry about missing keys. I mean, really. Why should I have to worry about that everytime I learn a new song? Isn't that silly?
This has been a negative journal... they're always like this, aren't they? D: *sad*
I was going to write about something else, but I forgot what it was.....
Oh, maybe it was the fact that everything is 20 or 30 minutes away. Making piano lessons during the week practically impossible. Especially on Wednesdays, that's when our anime club is held after school. Cannot, I repeat can NOT miss those meetings! Anime club is the only thing keeping me sane around that place....it makes me feel like I can express myself and not be judged for what I like. I can be myself there, that's what I mean. I like being myself, thankyou. *walks away with hands in pockets. erm... wait, do i have pockets on these shorts? :D;*
They just keep getting longer, and longer, and longer still! |D;
*sigh...*
Yeah, I've only got two or so weeks left until I start school again. And I'm not looking forward to it for many reasons. It's school. If you knew what my school was like you'd agree. I just know. Although there are many things to look forward to as well. Just not too happy about going back. I can't see myself going to this school for three more years. Really. Someone needs to do something about it. I hope they'll get off of our backs a little too. Privacy is a good thing to have.
Besides that, I've been a little more productive than usual. I started reading books again. BOOKS. Not manga. One of them is Harry Potter and the Sorceror's Stone, which I've had for ages but never read it. What caused me to start reading it, I don't know. The other is one I bought recently and have been wanting to read for a while: the Twilight series. Amazing! So far, I'm not so far. Not even halfway. Like....an inch. The book has 500 pages or so.... I'm going to finish it. It's actually really good. If you don't believe me, well.... I don't blame you. I'm not a very beliveable person to begin with. xD;
The World Ends With You! AHHH! I'm so glad I bought it! It's one of those things that was "meant to happen", I always say. I'm sure about it this time too. I was comparing it to this other game... Don't remember the name. But you could make your own character and fight and stuff. It had 3D graphics, and the characters looked so cute and chibi~ x3 But I saw TWEWY sitting there on the rack... remembering how everyone was talking about it when it first came out... how popular it was... and that it's by Square Enix. When I see a game made by Square Enix, I expect that game to be pretty special and well made. TWEWY seemed like one of those "special" games. It utilized the touch screen more than I had expected, and I thought it looked too hard to figure out. That was one of the things that made me not want to buy it. It's like when you first take a look at the booklet inside and see the explanations it looks like it's complicated stuff. But when you actually play it for a good 4 hours, I think it starts to sink in. That lept going through my mind while I was trying to make a decision. Eventually, I was just like "Oh what the hell let's buy it." and headed out of Best Buy xD I also got Jam Sessions, which was only 15 bucks. But me and my mom agreed that I couldn't play it until I started to do some work around the house... well since then I have, but after visiting Illinois for a good four days she hasn't taken it away from me.... yet. Since school is gonna start up again I won't really have time to be doing things like that. So....so HAH! *runs away*
Gaia.... what the hell is up with the people who vote at the art arena?! I've posted about 9 or 10 drawings and all they get are things like 7's and 6's... Do they even know what 7's and 6's are supposed to look like? Do I even know?! I even submitted a Naruto drawing, expecting it to get popular quickly, but all it got was some comments and a poor rating. WHAT. THE. HELL?! I bet I can draw a WHOLE LOT better than most of the people who are rating my pictures! I KNOW I can. Although I was surprised to see my newest pic get a 9.somethingsomethingsomething rating.... THAT IS MORE LIKE IT! My art is not amateur. NO. And if they knew that, they would score better. I know that there are people who have very high expectations and have very critical views to certain things. But not everyone is like that. Come on. That's just ridiculous.
Was there a point to this journal? HAH. Maybe there was. Oh, it was about going....back to....school......UGGHHHHHH....
I. want. piano lessons!! *goes on a rampage to a city and bites people's heads off* I hate being so amateur! I used to take lessons, but that was when I didn't have goals. I didn't have as much interest in the subject either. I just liked the songs I'd heard and wanted to learn (I didn't strive to get better). Come to think of it, I don't even remember why I started taking lessons in the first place! 0____0; I just get so frustrated when I try to read music anymore. So far, I've only learned two songs over the summer and in the last year. But I haven't mastered them and there are parts that I don't understand how to play correctly. I need someone to be standing by my and TELLING me how to play those notes. It's not easy trying to figure it out on your own, never knowing what you're playing is right or wrong. It tears me up inside, really. AND. I don't want to play songs not knowing how it should sound on a REAL PIANO. GAWD!! I know it's impossible to get a real piano to fit in my currrent room... much less the front door. I've also taken a certain interest in sewing and making my own costumes... seeing my sister do all these cosplays really makes me wish I had learned that when I had the chance. D: and I am going to face my fear of sewing machines! I've used one before, but I was almost terrifyed at the thought of slicing my fingers off. I have no. freaking. clue how I'm going to survive driving a car if I can't even work a sewing machine. A SEWING MACHINE guys. Dear God.... *facepalm* Keyboards are great, the way they have different sounds... But.... I find comfort in knowing I don't have to worry about missing keys. I mean, really. Why should I have to worry about that everytime I learn a new song? Isn't that silly?
This has been a negative journal... they're always like this, aren't they? D: *sad*
I was going to write about something else, but I forgot what it was.....
Oh, maybe it was the fact that everything is 20 or 30 minutes away. Making piano lessons during the week practically impossible. Especially on Wednesdays, that's when our anime club is held after school. Cannot, I repeat can NOT miss those meetings! Anime club is the only thing keeping me sane around that place....it makes me feel like I can express myself and not be judged for what I like. I can be myself there, that's what I mean. I like being myself, thankyou. *walks away with hands in pockets. erm... wait, do i have pockets on these shorts? :D;*
They just keep getting longer, and longer, and longer still! |D;
current location: 00000000000000000000000 = nowhere
current mood: 
my feet hurt o__o
my feet hurt o__ocurrent song: Being Human - God or Julie
29 June 2008 @ 12:20 am
LOL It has been such a long time since I updated my LJ. *cackles* I'm afraid I also have a lot to tell about too....*grimaces*
Well first of all, I finished my first year of high school! :D I know, it's like, amazing. I actually am pretty excited for next year...as long as I get lunch with more of my anime friends. >__>
And now that I think of it, this year went by really fast.... Hm.
Soo, it's summer for me! Although I can't say it's the best summer I've had in a while. I'm longing to see my friends back home, but I won't get to see them for maybe a while... I don't know. It depends when my Dad is going back there. I just want to be able to see Alanah and Rei-chan before summer is over! D: And Whitney, also...
And my icon is different! *le gasp* So amazing. I actually made that one myself. And guess what screen I used? XDD You don't want to know.
(It's when Fayt is being pestered by Sophia in the lobby~ on Hyda IV. LOL.) I really like the fact that it looks a little CGI, but not too pretty. I managed to pull off that look well, surprisingly. XD I'm so self-doubted.
I've also been updating my dA, but...not much. Most of my drawings aren't worthy of being in my gallery. But...then again, most of my gallery is just doodles...o___o I take that back...Grr *stabs a random guy with a fork*
Also! If you have been keeping up with my Alfay fanfiction, (My heart to yours your hand in mine♥) I've got a new chapter up! :D Aww who am I kidding? You don't care. For all I know, I'm probably just talking to myself...
. . .
OMFG.
I would prefer not talk about other things such as going to MTAC, which was REALLY fun. But I don't want to go into friggin long ass journal entry mode. Believe me, people, now THAT is scary. Also, just other things...like personal angst rant....NO. I'm sure you're tired of that. And other such things are not going to be explained. Umm...heh. Although....I went to go see the Death Note live-action movie in theaters when school was almost out, and it was hella fun. OMFG. It was like an anime convention flashing before my eyes! No joke~ >: *sobs* I wanna go back to MTAC...
Oh and speaking of MTAC, I have no freaking IDEA who I'm going to cosplay for next year. D: MTAC Ninja will be awesome. I can just smell it....wait...maybe I should have used a different verb... *uncomfortable*
LOL.
♥
Well first of all, I finished my first year of high school! :D I know, it's like, amazing. I actually am pretty excited for next year...as long as I get lunch with more of my anime friends. >__>
And now that I think of it, this year went by really fast.... Hm.
Soo, it's summer for me! Although I can't say it's the best summer I've had in a while. I'm longing to see my friends back home, but I won't get to see them for maybe a while... I don't know. It depends when my Dad is going back there. I just want to be able to see Alanah and Rei-chan before summer is over! D: And Whitney, also...
And my icon is different! *le gasp* So amazing. I actually made that one myself. And guess what screen I used? XDD You don't want to know.
(It's when Fayt is being pestered by Sophia in the lobby~ on Hyda IV. LOL.) I really like the fact that it looks a little CGI, but not too pretty. I managed to pull off that look well, surprisingly. XD I'm so self-doubted.
I've also been updating my dA, but...not much. Most of my drawings aren't worthy of being in my gallery. But...then again, most of my gallery is just doodles...o___o I take that back...Grr *stabs a random guy with a fork*
Also! If you have been keeping up with my Alfay fanfiction, (My heart to yours your hand in mine♥) I've got a new chapter up! :D Aww who am I kidding? You don't care. For all I know, I'm probably just talking to myself...
. . .
OMFG.
I would prefer not talk about other things such as going to MTAC, which was REALLY fun. But I don't want to go into friggin long ass journal entry mode. Believe me, people, now THAT is scary. Also, just other things...like personal angst rant....NO. I'm sure you're tired of that. And other such things are not going to be explained. Umm...heh. Although....I went to go see the Death Note live-action movie in theaters when school was almost out, and it was hella fun. OMFG. It was like an anime convention flashing before my eyes! No joke~ >: *sobs* I wanna go back to MTAC...
Oh and speaking of MTAC, I have no freaking IDEA who I'm going to cosplay for next year. D: MTAC Ninja will be awesome. I can just smell it....wait...maybe I should have used a different verb... *uncomfortable*
LOL.
♥
current location: computer.
current mood: 
tired
tiredcurrent song: I have This is How You Remind me stuck in my head :D;
17 September 2007 @ 09:24 pm
I am utterly sad now because I have lost all that I wrote after this. ;O;
DAMN YOU, POPUPS!!!!!!!! DK
*hides in a corner and cries herself to sleep*
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D8!!19 July 2007 @ 12:52 am
Anise by ~buri-puchu on deviantART
My newest picture on dA. Comments and faves are most appriciated! :D
current location: My room, like always
current mood: 
unusally hyper, for 12:54 AM
unusally hyper, for 12:54 AM15 July 2007 @ 11:12 pm
If there's a pulse I'll know by ~buri-puchu on deviantART
Hehehe....It's on deviantart! XD
Comment and fave here: http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/598
Hmm...I thought I should also update a journal. This doesn't really count. XDD lol. Nothing much has happened! I have moved to Tennessee. I don't feel like talking about it though. Sorry! >8D
current location: In My Room (ha! that's a song! =D *is smart*)
current song: Thank you for the special day- Nirgilis
31 May 2007 @ 08:16 pm
Well, for starters, I've moved and now have HIGH SPEED FRIGGIN INTERNET! XD Now you wont have to listen to my complaints anymore. <3
I did move and I feel a bit out of place. But I know I'll be able to adjust according to plan. It's not so bad here...:)
I am also at a loss because we cant locate our tablet. I have sooo many ideas and they're just being put to waste like this! I want to color with the thing, dammit! DK
I did move and I feel a bit out of place. But I know I'll be able to adjust according to plan. It's not so bad here...:)
I am also at a loss because we cant locate our tablet. I have sooo many ideas and they're just being put to waste like this! I want to color with the thing, dammit! DK
current location: My room
current mood: 
restless
restlesscurrent song: Loop and loops-Asian Kung Fu Generation
29 November 2006 @ 07:05 am
I love Naruto so much, but my internet connection won't let me watch it anymore on youtube! it will load up to this one certain part in the episode i'm on (75 or 76) and then stop, or go all the way to the begining. y__y My advice is to never get dial-up. IT'S MURDER! I want to finish Naruto! And I want to watch Eureka 7 more...;___; *cries*
Well...that was the angsty part of this. And no doubt there'll be more to come. XD;; I dont feel like writing anymore because talking about my lacking of watching Naruto has made me sad and deprived. Bye-Bye. *dies*
Well...that was the angsty part of this. And no doubt there'll be more to come. XD;; I dont feel like writing anymore because talking about my lacking of watching Naruto has made me sad and deprived. Bye-Bye. *dies*
current location: My subconsious
current mood: 
Headache, but I'm okay. ^^;
Headache, but I'm okay. ^^;current song: Little Rose- MISIA
07 August 2006 @ 12:19 pm
*sighs heavily* O-kay! So, this is my first entry to my -ahem- really boring LJ....I will update it so it looks better, trust me! T_T Jeeze, you act like you can't trust me or something...
Hmmmm.... I'm sorta confusd about this stuff, so I may need some help. o____o;;; But I'm sure I can get some of my friends who are on LJ to help me. ^^;
Hmmmm.... I'm sorta confusd about this stuff, so I may need some help. o____o;;; But I'm sure I can get some of my friends who are on LJ to help me. ^^;
current location: In a swirling pool of DEATH. *gets shot*
current mood: 
Hmm...just doin' stuff...
Hmm...just doin' stuff...current song: Harukari- Tip Taps Tip